We all have our own insecurities, Our own acceptance level of our selves, and how we precieve ourselves in the minds of others. If we fit or not in a certain group of friends or do we feel an outsider amoung our most intimate friends. Its funny how we think and feel about things.
Sometimes I can go through the day and not care where I am at, or what I may say, until it is already spoken and out in the open for all to critique. Then I worry about what people may think of me, which puts me on the outside of most things.
Then I get over it and move on.
It does not matter what other people think of me, it is how I think of myself that matters.
Ramdom thoughts of a run-away brain reside here. calm and tranquil on the outside, the inside, well we can only wait and see.
About Me
- Tammy
- I was born in Mannington West Virginia (yes I am a Hill-billy and proud of it). Ran the hills until I was 12, then was transplated in Ohio. Where I grew into the person that I am. A little Crazy, A little weird, a little off the mark, but lovable.
4 comments:
I know how you feel....I still feel uncomfortable coming out with you guys at night even thought all of you are my friends.
I feel this way most of the time, but I try to get past it and move on. Its hard
Me, too. Sometimes, like when we're at Planks, I can hear myself joking and laughing, but there's a part of me sitting back, wondering if I really belong there.
I always wonder if people like me, or if I'm just kidding myself. Times like that, I like to curl up on the couch between Jack and Nancy - I never wonder if my children like me, or want to be with me. That's the perfectly marvelous thing about children, isn't it?
you and I kate seem to be cut from the same cloth
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