Changes

I need a change. Something different; something exciting; something that makes people say wow! Look at her!
Not sure if I need a look change, or a personality change. Or maybe I don’t need that at all. Maybe I just want it.
Do I think I am boring?? Yeah.
Do I think I am ugly?? Yeah.
Do I preserve myself in a negative manner? Depends.
Sometimes I like myself and who I have become, other times I don’t.
I guess this must be the time that I don’t like myself.
I am not where I think I should be, I don’t look the way I want to look. I am not doing what I think I need to be doing, and I feel stuck.
Maybe it’s a mid-life thing. They say men go through it, but I know women go through it too. Oh, we don’t go out and buy an expensive sports car, or trade in the spouse for a twenty year old. No, I think women are more subtle than that.
Oh I am sure there are women, who do trade in the spouse, but not all. Some of us just re-evaluate where we are in life, set new goals and strive to get to those goals…..
Or we get a new hair style…….. That’s it! I will start there.

Precious Time

Life Holds precious time. Once that time has past, Death occurs.

My Grandmother, was true to herself, and lived life raising a family on her own. She worked hard putting food on the table and clothes on the backs of her four children.
She was a strong woman and did not let anyone run her over. She lived her life with Dignity and grace.
Her life was one of many that has passed on the same day.
She will be always be remembered by me and anyone else who knew her, as a great and wonderful person who did everything for the sake of her family.

http://www.timeswv.com/obituaries/local_story_062184408.html

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